Everybody thinks that after enlightenment, our whole life will be peaceful and joyful. No, after enlightenment the anguish and suffering is more because you will be the witness for many people suffering and toiling so much. Without knowing who they are, your heart will ache so much to help them out to cross the shore.
But, they will never trust you, they always think that you are one among them.
Only ‘chosen few’ know that you ceased to ‘exist’ long long ago…